Tag Archives: Poetry

We get thoughtful and then we get drunk

18 Dec

We leave the poet’s house at dusk,

pulling trails of steam

by our scarf baleens.

The shishy gloves

and cark of gravel follow

us to Main.

The sky was purple.

Now it’s a weather vane.

Thick orange cloud tallow

lit by lights from the plant.

And faerie lights off farther still

wink and weave in pines until

we’re forgotten. Just some town

five miles east of Bonneville Dam.

We reach the bar.

“What did he mean by

‘the din of yesterday’s sin’?”.

We order up and layer down

shooing table crumbs to ground.

At the window seat the panes

creak and bend with each squall,

the roof above drooped from rains

and snow. The glasses hum. Lights flick

tired wires plus the train’s cello

drains the hours and pints tick,

discussing Halls and When Heroes Fall.

It’s midnight now, there’s work tomorrow.

Layer up, a nod to Cal.

Outside the dark is deep,

surrounds our drawn hoods,

frost stealing feeling from our feet

between the high and wild woods.

A playful nudge, a shove, a kiss

as if we’re home

before we reach it.

Wake

9 Nov

Rain (Setting Out in the Leaf Boat) – The Innocence Mission

There are times I want to tell you what you want.

That life’s the knot that keeps the boat upon the shore.

And who am I to deny you?

We share a tender untruth.

There are times I want to tell you what I want.

Perhaps a life untied resides in minds and sighs

of others? Helpless answer.

A tear a cry for candor.

Given that we’re given such a slender light

and sing at fifty plus two million microhertz.

We could reduce our fractions

and try to gain some traction.

A lonesome and a foreign form of friction

with a cadence that spans and pans for miles.

Denial that is dutifully

overclocking futilely.

And in the end if you intend to put this off,

the concept that the shapes of vessel’s wakes

are wings of doves.

Echoed loves.

Your suffering, this reckoning approaches.

Folks we know get shuffled off in coffers.

Your point of view

will shatter you.

Verse

8 Nov

Major Label Debut (Slow)

I could give it to the gulls most every season.

And I could split my eyes upon the stone.

Some chore to do.

Some thought to atone.

Well I’m just here to talk about the day

the autumn leaves had spun you a dress

down by the lake.

Totally weightless.

And I’m not fucked up

anymore

And im not fucked up.

A lot of times it’s not a certain thing.

And God I hate the way you shook my shoulders.

The demons I sing

have melded with hers.

Taste her hair, fumble pants.

Easy to sing the words that I know.

Dancing a dance

to the song that I wrote.

And I’m not fucked up

anymore.

Not fucked up.

In the end it’s medication I seek.

A quick dose of feeling old feelings.

Sound of the creek,

another form of healing.

Unless it’s mistakes I make again.

Then I live them every verse,

in every refrain,

shame and a curse.

I’m not fucked up.

Anyways…

Not fucked up.

I know it’s the case with every good thing.

The way the down’s just a little bit further.

You know every ring

comes with a burglar.

But back to the foliage dancing,

and pretty birds with colorful ribbon.

That’s really everything

I came to speak on.

Halls

22 Oct

Gangbang Suicide – Kevin Drew

When you first spoke you filled my halls,

Reinforced with madrigal.

I swept, I swooned, I wept, I clawed.

Well you and me, we did it all.

They come to me to take a dime

every pulse past one past mine.

And on my slab my head to toes.

The skillful hands. The hook to nose.

Calming mist, sound of rain,

bottling my strange refrain.

You can see in lined up tinctures

every thought, a blaze of pictures.

Will you see the man I am,

or the man you loved from Bellingham?

Regardless of your choice

forever hear my love my voice.

Minutes spent, our pas de deux,

softer moments, rough ones too.

Counting constellations on your face,

moving in to our first place.

Leaky sink all patter piddle,

our free bed that sunk in the middle.

Our book of love by definition

written by the traits we’re given,

mingling through calls and cues.

Practicing. Scuffing shoes.

Well our tunes they grew with age.

I don’t regret a single page.

When we’re vials behind the glass,

docked the boat, tied the mast,

left behind our chest of gold,

written word, pictures posed.

Blueprint us, not the same.

Just our house, just our frame.

But memories friends recall,

forever speak and fill our halls.

On the day the din falls flat

our frame remains a simple map.

Because in the end that’s who we are.

Some shrouded shapes, lying on a bridge, looking at the stars.

Pact

1 Oct

If born a bird

I’d flip and flit

and ride the wind

down to water

sun and light, well it’s the fodder

we frolic in and when it’s done

go home and sleep wake up and start another one.

And now I’m nine

that show and tell.

I’m heading home

this desperate spell.

I trade it all, I dig the well.

Well freedom’s free when wandering,

but I don’t care I’ve had enough of floundering.

And now I’m me

you tell me that

I’m not the sum

of all my past.

Consumed with finding missing mass

I scrape my mind and find a voice,

The answer to the past sub now is choice.

If I was a bird

I’d flip and flit

and chart the winds,

distinct contour,

sun and light, well I won’t falter

I frolic in and then decide

to sleep, wake up and head towards my workward ride.

Motto

8 Sep

Sisyphus – Alcohol

Life oh now why am I endlessly

measuring matters with those of an-

other, if waters of fables my

whole life was leading to came just by

closing that delta you’d think I’d have

done that already.

Picking my way through the needles on

sidewalks the work walk disrupted by

glance of the past yeah the glance of a

fleeting careening if beautifully

seeming it’s only the feeling that

comes with the ending.

Why am I floating the cosmonaut

feeling I crash into ceilings I’m

talking I’m reeling when fighting my

monsters my pilot’s on auto there’s

always more time to design a new

motto. I’m working.

Mantra

24 Aug

East Virginia – yMusic/Tallest Man On Earth

Sharp feeling from knowing

I know too little

about too few.

An isolation coming to.

Forensic eyes I always knew.

A sight, a sign I’m wading through.

Well I would like to be

every thread of me.

Every possibility.

My woven tapestry

Cauterized. Epoxied.

A futile flesh amalgamy.

I’d rather be inside some dark holler

where the sun refused to shine

than to wear some distant

wind warm upon my face

as if it knows the time it tears;

I ponder where it’s born.

And as long as we’re lounging in these dreams,

or wading in my tantrums,

I’d read my worn recipe,

remove some bits, clarify some.

Because I don’t see these mantras

etched upon the lids of the man I want to be.

Tracking Dirt

24 Sep

Tracking Dirt – SoF

I sewed seeds and their harvests reveal,

the need to retread,

the paths in my head.

Ruminate while tending to plots,

I forgot,

oh, I weed a lot.

Captivate me quietly,

and take me to that place,

where the past leads the way.

I can’t slow down I am jumping between,

a bay side town,

and a swamp and a frown.

Culminate can I stop the clock?

I’m backed up at the block,

a metaphorical clot.

You can fake me perfectly,

I’ll talk about today,

in my regular way.

Step outside to a luminous shock,

with my feet in the grass,

and my eyes at half mast.

It permeates and by the time I can see,

cool grey sky has arrived,

tornado inside the eye.

Jar this ghost reality,

and take me to the place,

where I lead the way.

Rain falls down and this drought is repealed,

and it’s flooding my fields,

spring forth a bountiful yield.

I cultivate and I am present again,

you’re a delicate wind,

and you’re taking my hand.

Image: Lotus Carroll

Probably something about hands again

9 Jan

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Michael Homnick – Moment

I’m going to blend, because the rest is blended. Only known because I’d descended, amended and transcended. Soon I’ll have those old man hands. Finger flexation result of a thought’s creation to end destination.
I’m going to blend the thing I lost and the thing I’d condemned. A long struggle come to an end.
But in the end, what will I defend?
What is false and what is true? The things in cinemas, what is staged and what is us? The difference between Lake Quinault and Las Vegas.

Same ideas, same old loops.
What’s the difference between me and you?
In between dragons and rains, remember?
I sewed seeds for complex floodplains.
I’m a new man of a different age.

Image by Pocket Images

New New Ceremony

8 Dec

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Harmonics – Gareth Dickson

Wrapped in the blanket we wove,

we’re waiting out the storm.

Sand sleet whips at windows worn.

The sands of time will eat our love.

The first tear in the fur of a bear

only after we’re bones and a pile of hair.

Thunder.

We witness the mixture of sediment.

And the ceremony is grand,

but love isn’t sand

and the process loses it’s target sentiment.

All we have is this wind.

We’re going to keep each other warm.

We cant protect from all these elements.

But we’ll leave this earth in finer form.

image:Mihai Balan