Archive | December, 2019

I just worry that…

17 Dec

Tears of Unicorn – Fujita Masayoshi

Dimes

fall from the sky,
like eyes.
Like little souls,
pools from scored pies.
(or pines – we can’t decide)

Why
can we not fight?
What ties
our curled hands
to tools despised.
We’re all alone inside.

Life
in double time.
Ctrl I
I don’t deserve.
I am afraid.
There is nothing left to learn.

My darlings

3 Dec

Bon Iver – Beach Baby

The wait of it all, filling

books with those I won’t kill,

books my darlings fill.

Scraps will fall, telling

how I keep my memories;

ones I’ll forget eventually

’cause sequences, strings and strands.

Cross my I’s and dot my and’s,

’cause I don’t know the state I’m in,

nor the vessel Magdalene,

or why old apologies

were so self serving.

–

Ways they taper, silent

does an end appear.

Does it dull the fear?

Is there a place to hide it?

Well I hide mine here,

scrawled within some post or mirror,

’cause I’ve never known the pain,

the cringe, the blow across the face

of losing such a piece of me.

But that’s how it has to be.

The sorrow on that last reprise,

to read my words through fresh new eyes.