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Clover

17 Feb

Yo La Tengo – Green Arrow

I smell clover.

The purple white bursts

of pollen,

of summer heat,

and sour wheat,

chest high

and seas deep.

Thrashing cricks

that claw between

mounds of mulch

that clamor on

atop the gulch

of brethren fallen

to white veins.

We’d open floodplains

and one of the neighbors many sons

would trudge the swamp

and erase the floods we’d done.

. . .

And on the boat,

on bone dry land

we’d hunt.

We’d rend the dipping sun.

We’d run and run

from boots in mud.

Dripping blood across my hands,

snare heart drum

Doing laps over the lands.

. . .

Yeah I know we had

our opposites,

feuding bands,

bountiful rocks,

spacely plans,

separate plots.

My memories

amplify

the waves of heat.

Can’t tell the difference between clay and cleet.

The things we share

in thorns and rust,

the windy stare

of devil’s dust.

The devils snare

of shit rose glass

and small town fairs.

Quaint until

you’re working there.

. . .

We did not all get

all we want.

Would what we want

have been enough?

Image: mikhail kryshen

Song

7 Feb

Hop Along – Prior Things

Just a few minutes after hearing it

I realized

I’d be driving this peg into my skull

for the foreseeable.

A new cornerstone for the pedestal

I place a thought with tone.

Whatever thought was told

they sold, I said.

Whatever words were whispered

was breath I made.

Can I really replace the lens

to change the way light bends

in every old photograph?

I can.

I can.

I can.

And in doing so,

every song becomes my own.

Reeling with the feeling of possession

and tension of every beat and measure,

is how all those scenes and stories

became embedded in my history.

I had the gall

to wrap your soul

in the confines of this song.

Or it in you… I got it wrong.

And oh I got it wrong.

And it was wrong.

And I know it was a poor excuse.

And no it’s not my only fuse,

but it felt like a slight at me

and the way I arranged this offering.

Yes I know it’s dumb

to watch your thumb

and it’s polarity

to define my clarity.

Thank you for holding fast,

as it’s clear from our past

I need a week and a ream

To form an apology.

The lighthouse formula

31 Jan

Acetone – Germs

There’s a lifelong montage

with almost no audio

just your own breath and footsteps.

Your ride is not exquisite when

you’ve blinked and you’ve missed it.

And strangers won’t tell you you’re fascinating,

your ego cogs need more calibrating.

And it helps if you’ve had

a few daydreams maybe

enough to sever tethers

that tie you to this Earth.

It’s the meeting of

sea green green of the sea

and the green gray sky above the marina.

It’s the reach for the stars

with your feet in the waves.

The skin of my feet

the seed of a pearl

keeping my head above the rolling fogs

of drunkenness, lust and greed.

My light may shine but I’ll never be freed.

These falling waters

22 Jan

daduk – tourbillion-intro

Eyes serene

eye a scene,

the trees are upside down.

Water falls around

turbid clouds stick,

churn nostalgic.

Twelve or thirteen years ago ties

me to eyes I would not recognize.

But I have lived this life.

And I’ve known luck beyond my imagination.

A once and former mare

spitting cherry pits in hair.

And if I still have some life to live

I saw it at the station.

Walking home in my old gloves

holding two small hands that will one day

write their own metaphors for love.

We get thoughtful and then we get drunk

18 Dec

We leave the poet’s house at dusk,

pulling trails of steam

by our scarf baleens.

The shishy gloves

and cark of gravel follow

us to Main.

The sky was purple.

Now it’s a weather vane.

Thick orange cloud tallow

lit by lights from the plant.

And faerie lights off farther still

wink and weave in pines until

we’re forgotten. Just some town

five miles east of Bonneville Dam.

We reach the bar.

“What did he mean by

‘the din of yesterday’s sin’?”.

We order up and layer down

shooing table crumbs to ground.

At the window seat the panes

creak and bend with each squall,

the roof above drooped from rains

and snow. The glasses hum. Lights flick

tired wires plus the train’s cello

drains the hours and pints tick,

discussing Halls and When Heroes Fall.

It’s midnight now, there’s work tomorrow.

Layer up, a nod to Cal.

Outside the dark is deep,

surrounds our drawn hoods,

frost stealing feeling from our feet

between the high and wild woods.

A playful nudge, a shove, a kiss

as if we’re home

before we reach it.

Wake

9 Nov

Rain (Setting Out in the Leaf Boat) – The Innocence Mission

There are times I want to tell you what you want.

That life’s the knot that keeps the boat upon the shore.

And who am I to deny you?

We share a tender untruth.

There are times I want to tell you what I want.

Perhaps a life untied resides in minds and sighs

of others? Helpless answer.

A tear a cry for candor.

Given that we’re given such a slender light

and sing at fifty plus two million microhertz.

We could reduce our fractions

and try to gain some traction.

A lonesome and a foreign form of friction

with a cadence that spans and pans for miles.

Denial that is dutifully

overclocking futilely.

And in the end if you intend to put this off,

the concept that the shapes of vessel’s wakes

are wings of doves.

Echoed loves.

Your suffering, this reckoning approaches.

Folks we know get shuffled off in coffers.

Your point of view

will shatter you.

Verse

8 Nov

Major Label Debut (Slow)

I could give it to the gulls most every season.

And I could split my eyes upon the stone.

Some chore to do.

Some thought to atone.

Well I’m just here to talk about the day

the autumn leaves had spun you a dress

down by the lake.

Totally weightless.

And I’m not fucked up

anymore

And im not fucked up.

A lot of times it’s not a certain thing.

And God I hate the way you shook my shoulders.

The demons I sing

have melded with hers.

Taste her hair, fumble pants.

Easy to sing the words that I know.

Dancing a dance

to the song that I wrote.

And I’m not fucked up

anymore.

Not fucked up.

In the end it’s medication I seek.

A quick dose of feeling old feelings.

Sound of the creek,

another form of healing.

Unless it’s mistakes I make again.

Then I live them every verse,

in every refrain,

shame and a curse.

I’m not fucked up.

Anyways…

Not fucked up.

I know it’s the case with every good thing.

The way the down’s just a little bit further.

You know every ring

comes with a burglar.

But back to the foliage dancing,

and pretty birds with colorful ribbon.

That’s really everything

I came to speak on.

Pact

1 Oct

If born a bird

I’d flip and flit

and ride the wind

down to water

sun and light, well it’s the fodder

we frolic in and when it’s done

go home and sleep wake up and start another one.

And now I’m nine

that show and tell.

I’m heading home

this desperate spell.

I trade it all, I dig the well.

Well freedom’s free when wandering,

but I don’t care I’ve had enough of floundering.

And now I’m me

you tell me that

I’m not the sum

of all my past.

Consumed with finding missing mass

I scrape my mind and find a voice,

The answer to the past sub now is choice.

If I was a bird

I’d flip and flit

and chart the winds,

distinct contour,

sun and light, well I won’t falter

I frolic in and then decide

to sleep, wake up and head towards my workward ride.

Dive Deep

20 Jul

 
Topography

She said play it again

and did not understand

that that sea was not all that deep

my heart only

it only has so many beats

when it’s you

I dive deep

and this sea’s not mine to leave

I said not this again

the same argument

my mind’s competency isn’t

only a sum of femur rings

because you I know me

and my sea’s well known topographically

I’m in places from when

I was not who I am

the memories I pick at the seams

this part of my life

well it feels just like a dream

when I’m with you we’re rewriting

these spots belong

to you and to me

With my eyes closed, close my eyes.

17 Nov

Walk With Me – Moby

You’re all elbows and I was the soda machine,

dishing out what everyone needs,

the basket weaver ran back to the trees, and

I’m alright.

I didn’t buy cause there wasn’t bait.

He’s making these things that he hates

well it shows and you know what?

I hate them too.

Or that’s an idea from long ago,

tangled in the lost and forgot.

In this hail I love you more.

contrast wild like storm and stable ground.

A newborn and ghost.

I’ll keep you warm and an eye on the stove.

I hope there are no spirits.

Because if these dreams of mine are signs,

then who knows if I’ll see another winter.

and if there are no spirits,

I’ll build a house with you in it.