Ice

Once on a mountainside
I took a dip in glacier sighs 
Toes were pointing towards the sky
I lost my feeling, found my high

Again I was escaping 
From a dull and bitter sting
A grind, a ride, an apron string
I wanted time worth worshipping 

A long walk along the lake
We got soaked our bellies ached
The winter rain washed my dust away
I still think about that day

Is that why I'm never one
To jump and cheer at vacation 
I want something laborious
Where we become much more than us

Is that why
I'll never feel bad when I'm alone?
And you'll never catch me around the phone?
And at night
Is when I feel I feel the most
Is it alright
If I shut my eyes and my eyelids glow?

Do you mind?