I’ve got to go too far
now knowing I cannot
cannibalize the bar.
I find myself within the knot
of thoughts of how our stars
crossed paths and then did not.
I did not need another friend.
Dead end.
–
You needed comforting,
but I was late and left.
I felt the shuttering
implosion shoulder heft
against the door it stings
of sins your father left.
You penned
every last loose end.
–
Well love is just a place
we come to visit when
we overcome the pace
of weekly cycle spin.
And while you ran the race,
you could not get in.
A rip you could not mend.
Again.
–
And then you flew into
the wild unknown of blue.
Had I imagined it?
Or was that a bad dream too?
Had I imagined it when
your heart was made of tin?
–
I’ve got to go too far
now knowing I cannot
cannibalize the bar.
I find myself within the knot
of thoughts of how our stars
crossed paths and then did not.
I did not need another friend.
The end.



